by Ocean
I am always lonely
But I enjoy
Being lonely with you.
I don’t feel much
But you give me
The best little feelings I know.
I am rarely bothered by people
But only with you
I am truly comfortable.
Looking for my happy child
Because I grew up too fast.
Missing the times when I was young and wild
Even though I always knew
Those times wouldn’t last.
You told me to follow my guts
To listen to my body’s needs.
So I will be able to heal all those cuts
So I will be able to stop all those bleeds.
You told me to learn to love again
To find joy in childish things
So I will be able to break this chain
So I will be able to take whatever life brings.
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Because I wanted to write one for you especially. You, the one who sees me day for day and manages to make every single one of those days so much better. You show me how to love life, how to show concern for the little things. You show me all the big and small emotions I thought I had lost. I hope for you to be around forever and let me be part of your colorful and bright days and your wine-drunk evenings and your deep and thoughtful nights. Thank you.
© Ocean 2023-08-06