My friend Eddy

Welcome back my dear old friend

I miss the times you stayed with me

Since you left I changed a lot

But hate the reality

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Mirrors show my biggest fear

I'm being drowned by too much weight

Just can't stand it anymore

Please help me lose the I hate

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Tried to breath but can't reach air

All that fear it feels like sinking

Tried to scream so I can't hear

All my thoughts my manic thinking

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Stay with me - you'll be my cure

And help me flee that dreadful shape

You came back my dear old friend

Once again my lovely escape

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A poem about disorders and relapse. About “Eddy” being your best friend and your worst nightmare at the same time.