von Anna Merk
The night enveloped the train station in a cocoon of stillness, broken only by the hushed voices and shuffling of feet that marked the vigilance of the volunteers. In the heart of the kids‘ corner, a small oasis amidst the chaos, a few children found solace from the darkness that surrounded them. And amongst these brave souls was a little six-year-old named Lena.
Lena was a bundle of energy and love, her bright eyes filled with a mixture of curiosity and innocence. Her mother, exhausted from the trials they had endured, had fallen asleep on a chair, her body weighed down by the weight of their journey. It was in this quiet moment that I found myself sitting beside Lena, the pages of a storybook in my hand.
As I read to her, her eyes were fixed on the words, her imagination transported to far-off lands and magical adventures. She barely spoke, but the excitement in her gaze spoke volumes. In that fleeting moment, the weight of the world seemed to lift, replaced by the simple joy of a shared story.
The hours slipped by, and with only a few children to care for, I could give my undivided attention to Lena. She listened with rapt attention. In a world that had been turned upside down, this little corner of normalcy was a lifeline for children like Lena – a place where the horrors of reality could be momentarily set aside.
As the night deepened and weariness settled in, I found respite on a bench, catching my breath. It was at this moment of solitude that Lena silently approached me. Her mother remained asleep across us, covered in layers of blankets.
Lena and I sat together in companionable silence, and then Lena inched closer. Without a word, I wrapped my arm around her shoulders. And then, in a whisper that held the weight of the world, Lena uttered three words that reverberated through the stillness, touching the very core of my being. „I love you.“
My heart clenched with a mixture of emotions – a swell of affection for this innocent soul, but also a rush of terror and shame. The reality of the situation crashed over me like a tidal wave. This child, who had experienced upheaval beyond her years, had found a fragment of solace in my presence. She had been torn from her home, separated from family, and yet she harboured love and gratitude, a beacon of light in a world that had turned so dark.
At that moment, my perspective shifted, and the horror of the situation took on a new dimension. These children, like Lena, were living testaments to resilience and the power of the human spirit to endure. They had lost so much, yet they clung to the beauty that remained – the capacity to love, to find comfort in the presence of a stranger, to embrace the fleeting moments of normalcy.
As I held Lena close, a knot formed in my throat, and tears welled in my eyes.
© Anna Merk 2023-08-31