So here’s a lil story I’d like to share with you. Maybe it’s even helpful for you in a similar situation. Maybe you read this as an update of my progress in spiritual growth and smile over it. Maybe you wonder what drugs I have taken. Maybe you think I’m crazy.
I had a talk with the universe the other day. Rather a question- answer kind of conversation. I only asked myself one, very simple question. And the answer came within a few seconds. It was incredible.
I asked, after a talk to a soulmate on the other side of the world,
what would I do, how would I choose if I didn’t have any fear?
Only a few milliseconds passed and the answer came:
It does not matter.
Excuse me?! I was confused. Here I sat. Thinking about everything so much. Yes, weighing up arguments of both sides. Making pro – contra lists. Thinking. Asking cards. Googeling. I did the full programme, not that I was finding answers or would come closer to a conclusion. I tried to figure out what to do. Rational. I’m not a rational person though. I know that. What would I tell a friend in this situation? Wouldn’t I be so very wise, having the best advice, knowing how to handle confusion? Yes, probably. Not with me though. I’m too close involved. I need to take a step back.
So there I sat. Confused and yet very relieved by this answer given to me by my higher-connected-self. It does not matter. That doesn’t mean I don’t matter. It only means that there’s no wrong decision, that there is only one choice for me to make and it will be the right one and that I can let go of the illusion that it could have been any different. Because it couldn’t. There was no other way for me to choose or to turn out. Things were meant to work out a certain way, no matter what I’m doing. No matter how much I’m planning things, how much I’m weighing things up against each other, how much I keep thinking and trying to figure out, no matter what, the universe does have a plan for me. One that is probably greater than anything I can imagine. The universe loves me.
© Minou M. Baghbani 2021-11-20