Maybe, but maybe not

Maybe it’s a crush,

Maybe I just can’t get enough,

Maybe my life is just in a rush,

Or maybe I’m just out of touch.

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Falling in love, it’s something I never do.

But, god, when it comes to you,

Well, I’m unsure about that, too,

I don’t think it could actually be true.

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Yet, every time you look at me and smile,

I can feel my heartbeat go a mile,

But that’s just for a while,

Then again, I’m in denial.

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My jealousy gets worse year per year,

So every time she gets near,

My mind turns foggy, unclear,

Especially if I see you smile from ear to ear.

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You are just one in many,

Not better than most, if any,

So why do I envy?

My liking to you truly uncanny.

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Maybe I just romanticized you a lot,

Maybe you’re just objectively hot,

Maybe my mind and heart are just in a knot,

Or maybe not.