von Dean Adams
Just typing. Just appear to be busy. Don’t have eye contact with him, don’t listen to his voice, and don’t get sick. Just pretend he’s not there. He will disappear, eventually. He will be gone. Sooner or later, you will not think about him. He will be nothing to you, just like what you are to him.
It doesn’t even make sense. Let him approach you, fine, you think, but don’t ever let him into your life again. He doesn’t deserve to be with you. He’s an asshole, a cheater, a fuckboy and what else. You’re better off without someone like that. He may be cute, but that’s about it. He has no personality besides his looks. He might look over any second, so be prepared not to blush or look stupid. Don’t be flirty and do not give in. He just wants attention. Pricks like him need that to survive.
And damn, he is still so good at getting your attention, playing with you and your affection for him. The way he pretends to ignore you, how secure he walks, besides his little accident. You overheard it the other day. He did what he did all the time, having sex without any commitment, which is totally fine if you would just be honest and not play a game for weeks, when he squeezed his private parts into the zip of his trousers. Karma is a bitch, you thought, and even though he’s still one of the most handsome men in town, you know he deserved it.
He deserved it simply because of his arrogant smile and his self-assurance that he could have anybody. No matter how hard to get, he will fuck anyone. Nobody’s up in his league. So, I would say it’s good that he has pain in his little one. An infection would be great, too, but I think he got what he deserved. Don’t be too petty.
So when he gave you all the excuses, these lame words, boring phrases you had expected from someone as bland as him, you knew deep down that it was for the better. Why bother with someone like that? Don’t waste your energy on him. Forget about him because he probably already forgot about you. That’s not only because he never had any good intentions, but also because he’s too dumb to have anything on his mind that’s not himself.
At least some trees can get some carbon dioxide from his breathing and he serves as a perfect example of how not to treat someone who shows a vulnerable side. You definitely learned from it. He, on the other hand, will never learn. His small brain got lost in the zip.
And please don’t daydream about him giving you a chance again. First of all, he’s not the type to come back crawling because he doesn’t see his own mistakes. And second, you deserve someone better and before you could change him for the better, he would have pulled you down way too deep.So could you please stop typing any letters into your phone and just pretend he is not there, or, and that’s even better, be polite to him. I get it, he makes you feel like a piece of shit, but he’s not your enemy. Rage on, you earned every right to do so, but remember that you are the winner and you should show him that he did nothing to you. You owe that to nobody else but yourself.
© Dean Adams 2023-01-21