Angels in The Sky

Like something clicked

Watching myself watching you

And the waves of the ocean

Bashing us in

And we’re trapped in the lagoon

Of sadness and eerie

I don’t know why I am here

But I see your face floating by

But your soul went to the sky

And in front of me there’s a glass

And I want to say my last goodbye

But you’re too saint

For my dirty veiny hands

Because you don’t deserve me

And I don’t deserve you

Because love is good

But not loving is better

Because this lagoon is colder

Without you

But I deserve this cold

And you deserve the warmth of the sun

Up there in the sky where you are

And when you visit me at night

I want you to know

That I feel sorry for everything

For the love I didn’t deserve

And for the shame you didn’t deserve

Because I know you cried

When you were still alive

So I can cry now when you’re gone

And though you’re up there in the sky

I feel like you still listen to me

So hear me out,

I have never loved anyone like I loved you

As you might have never loved anyone like me

And I wish I saw you for the last time

Because I want to let you know

That your love was the best gift I’ve ever had