BAE * before anyone else

IPMN

by IPMN

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I come before everyone else. Can you tell me that? That you love me more than anyone and I mean more to you. It would be nice to know that you always smile a little when my name comes up and that it is my phone calls that make you the happiest. I like to imagine that you think of no one else when I am with you and that my voice echoes within you once I am gone. And when they ask you about me, you tell them how free you feel with me and also that your heart has a rhythm of its own when I am near you. Could you say that? Please.

But only if it’s true. It’s only precious if you honestly mean it. And if then, in all honesty, you admit that you like it just like that because it makes your life a bit brighter, then believe me, I’m floating in clouds. Then I have everything from you. If your tenderness, your words, your gestures, your desire are all my own, then I am satisfied.

For God knows, to me you come before anyone else. In my thoughts and in every universe. It would be the most beautiful thing, a holy state, but only if I knew you felt that same way. Because right now, I’m dreading it. I’m dreading you.

So tell me, and tell me honestly: Am I coming before everyone else?

© IPMN 2023-03-28

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