Blue Skies

Nervously picking on the skin around my nails, I wait for the train to start moving once again. Only three more stops and I… I sucked in a sharp breath as at just the thought of him a shiver of something struck my lower abdomen. 

Kai, who I’ve met just two weeks earlier. 

Kai, who completely turned my world upside down. 

Kai, who absolutely rearranged my insides – literally. 

I had had the best sex I’ve ever experienced with him, and that wasn’t only because of his…above average dick. I also felt a connection to him, I’ve never had felt with anyone else before. 

And now I was spontaneously driving out to meet him. 

Nervous? Yes. Anxious? Always.  Brimming with excitement? Absolutely. 

In the back of my mind the many awkward situations we could end up in swirled around in a deadly whirlpool, but they were overshadowed by the tingling in my stomach – lust, burning the same insides he would hopefully rearrange later on. 

Two more stops, five more minutes.  The whirlpool was getting stronger, now tempting me to give in and just stay on the train to avoid the horrific scenarios that could happen when we met again. 

He could be awkward about it. 

He could’ve lied when he said he wanted to see me again, too. 

He could just be playing with me for all I knew, but I swatted the thought away like an annoying fly. I promised myself – and my best friend – that I wouldn’t let my head get the better of me this time. 

The next stop was where I needed to get off, and I grabbed my bag excitedly. The giddy feeling in my stomach, that wasn’t lust, made me restless, and I reached the door well before the train had even reached the station. 

Finally, the platform was beginning to show, and I immediately spotted his tall figure through the crowd.  He had really come! 

The whirlpool was stilled by his appearance temporarily, and the giddy feeling even took out the lust that had settled in my stomach – for now. 

The doors were ringing, I slipped out like an eel, and then, finally finally FINALLY, I was wrapped up in his arms once again. 

His scent was calming my nerves and lust raised its head once again – only fired on by his low chuckle greeting me. 

“Hey babyboy. Missed me?”