Body vs. Mind – Do it – Energy

Body vs. Mind

Here you are hiding before your talents. Living a life of an old lady.

Don’t become an old lady wondering how life could have turned out differently if you tried and believed in yourself.

It is your choice which voice you shut up and which you put on speaker. Body vs. Mind.

Yes, your mind tries to protect you from failure. Is life really about perfectionism or more about free-falling and standing up, trying again with a smile? Or how did you learn to walk? Funny how you learned to walk by falling over and over again till you walked freely. Never forget where you came from. You can do it.

Fake Friendships

How can I miss the times I’ve spent with a person I have now learned to hate? I am so happy about this special not being in my life anymore – I still look at pictures and videos of the past tense “us” in sorrow. Do I want this back? Though it was so toxic at the end – also in the middle and beginning. Do I have to constantly remind myself how manipulating this relationship was, and how long I was unable to live life again by myself? Or do I take these feelings and thoughts as a sign I am ready again for a new relationship in which I don’t lose myself? I watched out for too perfect – because most of it was an act, wasn’t it?

I told you my wishes and described the perfect relationship which you gave me – but was it ever real?

I guess I don’t miss you – I miss the situations where, for a few seconds of not thinking, everything felt perfect and as imagined in my dreams in my head.

Do it

Do it scared.

Do it lonely.

Just do it.

The right moment is a big lie.

Do it.

Energy

As long as I am talking – I think you are worthy of my time and words. The moment I close my mouth – you lost me and my energy.

Big lesson I learned – to shut my energy off faster. People mostly do not deserve my energy.