Anyhow, I felt the Spirit of my brother in those 40 days. After the Soul leaves the Body, it travels around, as I heard it , to the most loved ones and places that feel like Home… he visits often. I felt his presence and how his Spirit found ways to communicate with me.
I even saw the Light of his Spirit, and now I can even tell, literally my Angel. Maybe it was another guardian angel of mine, watching me sleeping. It was big, sparkly and shiny. Almost every night I knew the Spirit was there, watching me, being with me, protecting me …still…
Intense … very emotional … We had a strong bond and a strange connection.
`“The pineal gland becomes visible in the developing fetus at seven weeks or 49 days-at about the same time as gender is determined…
Buddhists believe the Soul is reincarnated 49 days after death. „
One night, my Baby Boy woke up and after trying to bring him back to sleep, I took him to my bed to sleep beside me … everything I saw and felt did to my baby as well, probably much stronger, because of its pure energy. My brother loved children and my baby boy he adored, who I named shortly before giving birth ´Andrija´.
As I lie him down to sleep, his eyes, though wide open, staring at the ceiling. He didn’t move for a couple of minutes straight, started laughing out of nowhere and pointing at the ceiling behind me `following the Light and the Shadow´. He even gave me kisses and i knew it was my brother who sent it. Once he even slapped me a couple of times in my face. That too was my brother saying hi… he was a joker indeed…
© Nadezda Petkovic 2024-07-19