Healing

I always had Healing Energy , probably why my interest goes in the direction of Reiki, Energetic, Shamanic, Tao and Zen teachings.. Those changes, as I already mentioned, started once I opened the Portal of Magic Mushrooms and I am so very thankful for each experience. I am an Empath and because of such Healing Energy, myself as many others , maybe including yourself , tend to attract people who need such a presence of Healing Energies. People who are damaged, people who are toxic, people who will be hurt, and some leave heavy marks, until you learn how to protect yourself . I was in my 20s when I started to learn about Chakras, energy, awareness . One of the teachers who I followed, Alan Watts, Terrence Mckenna , Louise Hay and many others whose names I don’t remember at this moment, which is also a thing about me ….. I am very bad at remembering names, but faces … .visual Type you would say.

We are not here to judge. We are here to live our lives and make the best out of it . Hard to recognize in those difficult, problematic situations, I know, right ? That is again one of the funny facts about us , HUMANS. We need to remember ourselves to remember . Living to the fullest potential, which many, many of us don’t get to experience and very, very few do.

Nobody said it´s going to be easy… finally, I get to understand the full meaning of it.

Awakening is not simple, easy, roses and sunflowers. There are stages of it actually that you go through …

SHAKE UP

Would be the first stage . The Universe sends signs, people, situations to shake you up , so you get to feel discomfort , which is where the sentence and meaning of it comes from – BEING OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE . It appears to be something quite unpleasant for us to go through . But the Roses are yet to come and the hardest thing is to get AWARE OF THAT.

BREAK DOWN/ MELT DOWN

It’s melting into all possible feelings and emotions. It makes you feel messy, being all around the place, exhausted, for some depression, all of your insecurities might come up for you to acknowledge and purify them , Duality of Ego , splitting yourself into pieces until you realize what is going on . In some cases, depending on where you are on your journey mentally , some of us don’t even get to notice that they are awakening, but once it happens, it’s called You’ve CHANGED .