by Helin Aymaz
Hello, you
you have grown so much.
Even though you are nothing like I have imagined,
You are everything I have wished for.
I feel like I am supposed to know you, know how you feel,
why you feel like that and where you are in your life.
But I don’t.
Hello, you. Hello, me. When did we decide to change?
I am scared to know the answer.
But
Please tell me. Please let me heal you. I am here to give you comfort.
Hello me. We have been through a lot.
Good and bad. But If I am everything you have ever wished for, then
Isn’t it good that we have changed drastically?
Crying helped a lot. Screaming and biting and yelling and fighting
Throwing and breaking and hitting
And
Crying and crying and crying.
It does sound bad. Yeah, really bad.
But I have grown. I have learned. I am still growing and still learning.
You. Me. We are going to go through a lot of bad things. And we will cry.
And we will go through a lot worse things. And we will cry a lot more.
But we will learn. We will learn not to care, not to take it to heart.
We will learn to ignore, to live Life, to see the beauty in our life, and our life only.
Because that’s all that matters. Us. We. You and I. We are all we need.
And that’s how we changed. That’s how you are going to change. And how I am going to change in the future.
Hello me. I am glad I have met you.
You have grown so much.
© Helin Aymaz 2023-06-04