Ignited (Part 3)

The next two weeks after that, I went on a holiday. I kept texting with some people including her. I planned dates and meetings and many things, weird enough, usually it comes from me, but specifically, she asked me if I wanted to meet again. I said yeah, well, honestly, I didn’t really feel like it. I told my best friend, that I went on holiday with, that this meeting with her will just be a friendly meeting. It won’t be anything more than that. Nothing will happen, I was so sure about it. 

Until the day of our meeting finally came, the weather was pretty shitty, my mood was pretty shitty, my other planned holiday with the event group was canceled due to jealousy, which is another story to tell, but things weren’t going as well as I thought it would be. But she was also a part of that group, so she also knows what’s up. But still, I wanted to dress up for the occasion. And well, there she was, she looked awesome. A ballsy style, I’d say. We started our meeting talking about that holiday cancellation. It was kinda refreshing to hear the other side of the story. She stayed fair throughout the problem, which I found very mature. We then moved to a restaurant where we get something to eat and to warm ourselves up because it was raining. We then started to talk about other things. At first, like I thought, she was still very taciturn. I tried to get her to talk and I thought, let’s play a game. “Fun facts about me“ was the name of the game, which she played along really nicely. Until she came up with “I think you try to seem strong and masculine like a top, but you’re actually a bottom“. I was shocked, so shocked that I couldn’t even face her anymore. It was so spot-on that I was so ashamed of myself. Was I so easy to figure out? I thought. But she definitely did a great job observing me. My face turned red and I was so nervous that I started to laugh. Then I reciprocated her assumption with my assumption of her, “… I guess you’re a top?“ and it’s not like I expected a specific answer, but she said yes. Exactly. At that exact point, oh my God, I just had to duck under the table so hard. I was even more embarrassed. This time my heart was beating so hard because of that. I was never made so shy by somebody before, but she hit the right buttons. I thought, wow. This is great. This is a great match. Who would’ve thought from such a shy person that she’d be a top? Moreover, the thought of her being a top… Stop. My head was wandering to places further away. But it tickled me really good. This girl is something else.

We continued talking and laughing about things as we get deeper with the topics. I started to feel something for her. We finished eating and then we went to the Yoghurtbar where my friend worked. I didn’t know my friend worked on that day, but it was such a nice coincidence that she was also there. So we sat with the three of us and started to talk about many things. My friend asked my date about things and slowly but steady, I saw her opening up more and more about herself which was beautiful to see.