i’m so tired

i’m so tired
so tired of being alive
so tired of this life
that never really felt like mine

i’m so lonely
so incredibly lonely
so desperate for company
but no one ever wants me

and now I’m tired
so tired of being alive
so tired of fitting into lives
that never wanted mine

i’m a liar
because i tell everyone that i’m fine
never lied so much in my life
just want them to stay in my sight

but now I’m tired
so tired of being alive
so tired of all these lies
i even tell myself at night

i really need some rest
some sweet for eternity rest
something peaceful and adrette
my own peaceful land

cause I’m so tired
so tired of being alive
so tired of this life
that never felt fine

there is no hope
no hope for a little light
i searched for it but was denied
now i am walking through the night

and i am tired
so tired of being alive
the sun will never shine
upon my little life.