Letter

JULY 22, 2023

I have been working on this book for about four months now, and it took me a long time to finish. I haven’t given it a title yet because I thought it would be nice if you could come up with one. However, I’m not sure if I’ll end up sharing this book with you, and maybe it’s for the better.

It’s been six years, and honestly, it’s hard for me to remember all the moments from 2018. The memories aren’t very clear, and I find it difficult to recall your voice or even your name. I guess we may have drifted apart over time.

You might be wondering why I decided to write this book even with my limited memories. I went through some challenging times last year, and it made me think about things from the past. Hearing your name repeatedly brought back mixed feelings, even though I’m not entirely sure who you are anymore.

I want to apologize for any selfishness on my part if it seemed like I forgot about you. I’m still learning to let go of the past and move forward, and it’s not easy to keep that promise to myself.

Writing this book has been a way for me to process my thoughts and feelings, even if the memories are hazy. It has helped me express what I’ve been holding inside and gain clarity on my emotions.

If I do end up sharing this with you, please know that during those moments when I feel lost trying to understand the past, you are not a burden to me. I simply want to make sense of things, even if the memories are fleeting and uncertain. I want you to know that I haven’t forgotten you completely. Perhaps I’m curious to know who you are now because we may have changed and grown since we last knew each other.

I want to be clear and open with you. If you have any questions, please feel free to ask, and I’ll be honest and provide you with answers.