Maybe everything I ever thought was real
was just the work of my mind.
It was so complicated,
I was convinced this is real life.
Real life, how I understand it now, is a combination of events you think will never happen -at least not at the same time-
So adventurous, yet an empty routine loop. There are so many emotions to feel, but you choose what kept you awake last night.
So beautiful and simple, that only the small details matter, a warm smile is the most beautiful love language I know.
Sofragile, that when a small cause goes wrong, a thousand other results start to fall, how is every love song just a dream that has never been lived?
So fast, that if you don’t get the timing right from the first time, it will never mean anything to keep trying. If time was ever on my side, I would have stopped romanticizing the dreams that will never love me back.
So hard to understand, that when life stops and you feel like dying, life goes on.
“Life goes on” is the hardest thing I have been trying to understand.
© Kamal Alhomsi 2022-10-19