oh, what a surpriseÂ
i need to follow the rules of the gameÂ
isnât it niceÂ
how itâs repeating the sameÂ
shit always and always again
my efforts in vainÂ
my hopes meaninglessÂ
my destiny bitternessÂ
it’s ridiculous to think
i might be winning
and since the beginning
this game is driving me to the brink
of madness, of insanity
oh, the agony
loaded dice, open cards
me, the fool of hearts
nothing but a pawn upon a boardÂ
trying to find some meaningÂ
while being played by someone boredÂ
the rules are never changing
and without my strength and willÂ
i don’t see the need to carry on
and i don’t think i will
until one day, im gone
© Isabel Kanczer 2024-03-09