Love Lesson

Andrija, an Angelic Soul, did not even cry at Birth. Our bond and connection is deep, such I never felt until now and I doubt I would ever again. That Unconditionally Love I prayed for to know and experience. I read about the theory that your children are either your Good or your Bad Karma, and you as a parent while the child is growing through that connection. Oh well , you get to see that , and many women feel that in that very moment. I know he is my good Karma and I feel this Bond will last with the same straight and love, when he grows up as well . 

Anyhow, my brother needed to be that messenger of getting us together. I truly loved that man, and probably because I was caring for his child, I can say I never loved a man like I did him, even though he put me through Hell, ups and downs, resolution of my Karmic Tie with him, messing with all of me, mentally, emotionally, physically abusing my Spirit. My spirit is strong though and I am very lucky about the decision I made to raise my child alone. 

When you are dealing with a Narcissist, all he can do is destroy your inner peace and your mental health, because he is way too damaged. Such a person needs to put you to the ground, so he can make himself superior above you . Sad, right ?

I as a Healer, came to help him, bring in the Change, but he is way too stuck in his Ways, could not even see my help nor accept it . That hurt me, because it was not about me anymore, I had a life growing inside of me of which I knew I had to take care of as well and bring it to the right path. As I separated myself from the father of my child, it didn’t take me long to realize it’s not much about Him, it’s about me and my Babe, and the US finally being brought together .

Andrija is a Child of Destiny. 

After his Father, I was alone and my Healing Journey just has started. 

It’s been a year and a half since I met a guy whom I thought might be the ONE , jumping way too fast, me in my way , unlearned lesson, the Truth always reveals itself. 

Thank God, Angels and Sources, I rescued myself and my child from that one as well. 

Damaged and broken inside, mentally unstable, used to attract my frequency still, because of my unresolved issues and unlearned lessons, and oh they love my shine, because it is everything they wish for themselves, but do not have .