Loving you is a crime

Cecilia Wildflower

by Cecilia Wildflower

Story

The worst isn’t that I want you

Or that we actually exist

What’s wrong the most is my belief I’d be fine without you

What’s wrong the most is your silence

What’s wrong the most is your denial of doing something

What’s wrong the most is my pain

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I was Barbie to people before

But never found someone

I wanted to be my Ken, now I did, I met you

I’ve never been Bonnie

But with you I found my Clyde

We commit crimes and so we hide

I had eyes on me before, had hands on me

But I want yours, no one else’s

I had interest in someone else before

Now you’re all that I want

In ways I never did before

Though I did fancy you long before you knew

I’m your Barbie, your Bonnie, I’m yours, just yours

I have to let go of the fear

For it’s not mine

To decide what will happen

Who will stay and who will not

It’s not in my power

To know and dictate other people’s words and actions

Only thing inside my power range is me

I am who I can decide over

How I feel, how I let others make me feel

Who I want or not

I am in my power and nothing else is

© Cecilia Wildflower 2024-09-11

Genres
Self-help & Life support