nine

i know we’ve only known each other for a few weeks now

but you already came into my life with so much peace

i feel like i’m dreaming the days

you make me feel yellow and my heart is full of sunflowers

your laugh makes me forget about every bad thing that’s ever happened

can’t believe i got to meet

an angel like you

never imagined

that love could be so soft

sometimes i wonder

if i can get lost into your arms

for the rest of my life

forever doesn’t seem so far fetched now

i feel like i’m losing my mind

everything seems surreal 

like i’m hovering in my own cloud 

far away from all the noise 

from all the sadness 

other people spread

i feel the loneliness 

cutting in my throat

i don’t want to live like this

people aren’t nice and 

i don’t want to please anyone anymore

i want to scream through my emotions

show them the pain 

they make me feel without even a hunch