by Michi Braun
Sometimes I get the feeling, your sabotage-mind wants nothing but to see us fail
Not lookin for ways, just lookin for excuses
But baby, it’s useless, we share the same spirit and now the same bruises
Caught in a self-fulfilling prophecy trap
It’s like walking backwards in thought spirals along a möbius strip
Without taking the step to cut through it, the only thing you’ll do is endlessly trip
You cannot erase connected emotions just like that
And no matter how far we run or if it’s not seek and just hide
Pretend you’re a knight in an armor of pride, some realms will anyways always collide
Just because you don’t see me does not mean I do not exist
I’m the soft breeze in your hair, the electricity in the dark
You try to cover the tracks, but I left my mark
Black shadow, blue sky, inside room, outside place
With every move you make, picture you take, every song that you share
No matter where you go to, be aware that I am already there
Some fires cannot be extinguished, you can’t get rid of the heat
You look in the mirror but all you’re facing to see
Is a reflection copy of a being that looks exactly like me
Existence turns anemic and colorblind, all senses numbed
Making love, body remains a black hole, your soul does not sing
Lyrics bout love, mind goes blank, heart refuses to feel a goddamn thing
And in the end, every shoulda woulda coulda will hurt twice as much
Cause the one thing that feels worse than dying
Is livin a life without even trying.
© Michi Braun 2023-11-11