ββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββ
I am scared of pretending
Cause what if I no longer fit in?
Hate the nicest things I do
Cause what if the crowd begins to boo?
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No longer clap
Their hands in excitement
Letting me stand there alone
In frightment
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Nobody laughing at my joke
Everybody went home the moment my truth made me choke
All the lights slowly go out
Nobody sees the tears falling down
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The more natural I get
The tighter the thread clings around my neck
Breathing feels like dying
When all I did was trying
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Now my skin feels all too tight
Feeling every single wound of this fight..
Falling down to my knees.
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At least now I can express myself in peace.
βββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββ
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βββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββββ
β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦
this is me trying
can you not see how I am trying?
this is me tryingβ¦
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β¦please tell me you see how I am trying
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Β© Sina Hinrichs 2022-07-06