It is a version of Earth where no one has emotions, and when a person accidentally ends up here, they are trapped for the rest of their life and slowly begin to lose their feelings.
I am stuck here for the rest of my life, with my wife. Some years have passed, both of us are working and we bought a house.
We try to follow life as it was on Earth, but little by little I am starting to care less about everything, I think I am becoming like the residents here.
And as for Ana, well, she is getting more and more angry that I brought her here. She is always fighting me and cursing me.
All I wanted was to live with her forever, as it was in the past. However, this seems more and more distant from reality.
Yesterday, she took a knife and tried to kill me. This morning at dawn, she tried to smother me with her pillow. Honestly, I wish she had succeeded.
This place affects her differently, instead of losing her feelings, she is getting more and more angry.
A few days ago, my wife also attempted suicide, and this was not the first time.
I decided to talk to her, and she told me that she just wanted it to be over. She didn’t want to be like the people there, and she didn’t want me to be, either.
My wife is right, there is no way to be happy here. She never told me what happens after we die, but it can’t be worse than this here, so we made a decision.
Tonight we are going to commit suicide together, I just hope it works. I just want this all to be over before it’s too late.
© Lud Fernandes 2023-05-17