Whats a girl to do

I was praying he didn’t see me “ but by my surprise he did and I couldn’t run because I had heels on in my beautiful red strapless dress he approached me and I froze because I was here with Ezra and I felt like all hell was going to break lose he looked at me for 2 mins straight with no words or movement just pure shock I don’t know what he saw , but I saw trouble because as I was backing away he starting following me as if he was in a trance , finally Ezra came and that’s when my heart was beating out of my chest I mean but how bad can it really be he was with a girl and they were together, Ezra brought me my plate it looked so good I almost fell out that a bit over exaggerated but his eyes was sparkling in the light , when he talked I was so into what he was saying that nothing else was distracting it’s now late and he’s driving me back home 5 mins into the car ride I get a text from Jace “ you looked stunning tonight with a smiley face ☺️” I felt lost for words why is he complimenting me when he has a girl literally right next to him , should I reply “ I don’t think I should he’s someone I don’t want to get attached too but somehow I still am and it’s driving me crazy I know I can’t have both but if I could , that would make thing worse

Chapter : 8 Love affair

I couldn’t stop thinking about Jace that girl he was with , but it’s wrong to think about one person when you’re out with another, I was stressed but I was thinking “ why am I’m the one who’s stressed when I’m playing with their emotions, I wonder how they feel I didn’t want to seem heartless even though that’s what they probably thought my head was spinning “ as if it could bust out any minute now things seem so delicate it’s like I had two hearts in my hand , but only one gets to be whole and the other is broken , my night with Ezra was amazing but he didn’t catch my attention the way jace did I know it sounds wrong but could you blame me , it wasn’t a hard decision but I just knew that I made it hard because of what I’ve been doing my friend phoebe doesn’t think I should continue this with none of them but she doesn’t feel what I feel how do I tell her that there’s something there with Jace or maybe Ezra