whats a girl to do

Chapter 1: First sight

So then I said mom , dad emma is coming down here this week she’s booking a flight down here and asked if me and Mia wanted to hang out and mia responded with * what she never asked me to hang out and I said I know which was weird because if when she was home she was always with her friends or on the phone and just didn’t pay us any attention, so I walked in the house and noticed my best friend had called me like three times and my phone was on silent so I didn’t get the call I called her back and the phone ringed for a min then it went to voicemail which was the usual thing but then I got a text saying busy can’t talk now “ so I was ok. I brushed it off went to find something to eat checked my phone notifications and my old best friend since elementary requested to follow me .

I dropped my glass of water because I realized that I haven’t spoken to him since last year and i don’t know he remembered my account but I just accepted his request and I checked my messages and saw that he texted me three days ago and I never saw it , so I texted him and we was talking for an hour straight about everything that has happened to us since then I’ll admit he has matured a lot more then he was before so I’ll give him that he is also someone I was once deeply connected to so I was just thinking “ how did he really feel about me back then but I crossed that thought out because I had my eyes on somebody. but did he even know I existed

What’s a girl to do but second guess her own feelings and wondered if In the past something could of happened between us , or maybe even sparked what’s a girl to do but fall in love again if we ever cross paths

Chapter 2: The Greeting

t’s a wonderful sunny day and todays the day where I finally get over my fear and say hey to that guy because I’m not scary I just need to build up my confidence and courage so i practiced in the morning before I left for school “ don’t look at me like that I know y’all have before it was 5 mins till 8 and I had to go I got Mia and we left , while I was driving he texted me and asked if I wanted to meet up after school normally I would say yes because I have no plans , but since I was set on this boy I gently declined his offer even though I felt bad I just didn’t want to start something between us I arrived at school and there he was with his friends, should I go say hi now I was debating definitely not I got out the car and went straight to my locker day 2 of school this is going to be a long year , i then went to meet my friend phoebe who looked like she’s just woke up on the wrong side of the bed , and I was shocked she’s never been like this before . so I

decided to ask her what was going on. and she looked at me like I ruined her life