by Ocean
I want to tell you
That you are beautiful
But that would feel like an insult
For you are so much more than beautiful.
But not telling you
That you are beautiful
Might be the worst thing one could do
To try and honor you.
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Some people are too good to be complimented by small words.
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Sometimes I wish to be cold
From the bottom of my heart.
To grow old
Without getting hurt.
I wish I had been silent
Everytime I spoke my heart.
Because in the end
I always regret.
But I won’t change myself
My love is silent but strong.
Won’t put my feelings on a shelf
Being cold is wrong.
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I need help
My mood is bad
My thoughts are scary
My mind is sad.
I am overwhelmed.
With school
With money
With people.
I try to stand on top
But I fall behind.
This needs to stop
So please be kind.
© Ocean 2023-08-06