by Ocean
I don’t want
To fall in love
I don’t want
To be alone.
I don’t want to be with someone I don’t love.
What is left
For me to be.
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Choices over choices and all of them wrong.
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I am not sad anymore
I am not happy
But music does not make me want to cry anymore.
I am not in love
But I dance on my bike when I am waiting for the light to turn green.
I am not free of worries
But I prefer the park over my room.
I enjoy
Not being alone sometimes.
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Slow and steady. Realistic progress.
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Things are changing constantly
I am changing silently
The dream of wealth
Became the dream of happiness overnight
But I have to tell the others
Because how are they supposed to know.
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Trying to change my focus
© Ocean 2023-08-06